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|I already know I could never be happy just doing any old 9 to 5 job so now I battle depression over all this.|
|@BHXSpecter: Your post is a little distressing.|
I think that depression is a natural response to giving up.
You may therefore wish to reconsider giving up.
I saw in your profile that you graduated from DeVry in 2010.
How many games have you created since then?
I get a lot of satisfaction from writing programs which wind up working as desired. Do you have any projects going?
Weren't you working on an IRC client?
|I love programming and the rush I get when something I program actually works the way I intended. Unfortunately, that feeling is only once in a blue moon due to my previous stated issues.|
|Maybe, you could aim at a teaching job at a local PolyTech? Could be all right if the class size was small, and the students wanted to learn. Just an idea.|
Or can you become involved in an open source project? There was a post about the MorroWind project in the lounge. If you contact them, I am sure you could fit in somewhere, it doesn't necessarily have to be programming, and it would give you a sense of being part of something. Open source project experience might lead to a job someday.
|depression is a hormone in balance that stops you from doing things about your situation|
|Maybe you can go with my advice about learning Qt?|